Instead of being ‘human’ in reality, I always need to cope with peoples around me. The way how I react to situation claims me to be more responsive. Looking back to the ‘fitrah’ or real nature cosmology, makes me wondering something that couldn’t be define in certain words neither feelings. I would be me as I wish. But indeed, I have to interchange myself to the new all in one ‘environment’. Environment that I called as ‘human perspectives’ and manners. In terms of understanding the meaning of ‘human perspectives’ I always get stuck with problems pertaining ‘adab’, ‘akhlak’ (behaviours).
While begins life in a new environment that called as campus, university and etc. I had faced with such unbelievable incidents. Whether I realize it or not, It already happened! First and foremost, I got troubling to differentiate between the best ways to communicate with over all peoples around me. That’s problem finally drived me to frustrated life (sometimes). I had to face on numerous kind of manners which couldn’t described by words. It finally touched and tattered my feelings. Day by day, I tried my best to understand people by using my own ‘heart’ and leading by Kitabullah and Hadith. I search for the way how should I react for certain or particular abnormal manners. Lastly, I got to go through over it.
I’ve tried to review any factors that contribute for that problems. Many times I tried to begin with new perspectives, I trapped again! Astaghfirullah… While it happens frequently, I always consoled myself to ‘forgive’ them. It is too difficult to understand people which is keep doing the same mistakes. I hope that I won’t lost back my ‘heart’ and my ‘soul’ just because trying to understand the ‘human perspectives’ around me.
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